a child

A child

Of innocence

Sent into the world

To sway the tide

And move mountains.

It carries within

Doubts unanswered

Doubts confirmed

By unloving gesture

And harsh silence

Or wooden spoon

Left in the corner

In timeout less grating

Than slaps on the rump

were meant to be.

But the cruelty of silence

Damage the psyche

And births doubts and anger and rage

Poisedly repressed

As the good child learned,

Forgotten completely

To slumber there

For years of old.

They sprout just in time

To seed your own child,

stepped out of line.

And old hurts forgotten

Spur on fury

Alongside

Doaled out punishment

Just and kind

Just as was done

Decades before you

To come to rest

on you when small

and helpless.

And you learned well

Because without thinking

you repeat all you absorbed.

Word for word

Action for action

And haunt your child

in just the way

as burdens you.

 

(c) 2017Iris B. Struller